Just a short note - my final observation is tomorrow!
I can't sleep today. Sometimes I can't help feeling that it's unfair, that my partner and I have to face our final observation tomorrow when some of our friends have only had one observation. I know it can't be helped though, and I also know that Allah knows best, and as one of my good friends once said, "Susunan Allah itu cantik" which means Allah has made arrangements and everything He does is perfect.
So I believe in Allah, and I pray that I'll believe in myself too. The number one being I am doing this for is of course Allah. And I know that I should do it for myself, but it's not enough to make me want it that badly. I want to do it for my parents, family, teachers, friends and all those who have supported me so much throughout life. I know that there are people who believe in me, and wish only for the best for me.
Ummi & Abuya, this is for you. And for all who love me and are loved by me.
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